Little thingsI had been crying. I don't remember why but it had probably been over something stupid.Little things by ~Moxximillion
I had been seeing a councillor but I don't think it was working the way it was suppose to. It felt like all it had done was chip away whatever fragments still remained of my fragile sense of self-esteem.
I cried for the first time in years after that second session and a month later I'm still crying. It’s stupid.
We had been sitting across the table from each other, only vaguely aware the other existed from the occasional murmur or giggle that floated quietly from behind the iridescent computer monitor.
I had been staring at the not-even-started work just sitting on the screen and the dozens of opened Chrome tabs filled with almost-but-not-quite useful information. It had been three hours and all I had to show for it was an open book with half a line scribbled messily in pen.
I just remember sitting there and everything seeming so pointless. I wanted to punch the window but I couldn't afford t